Archive for May, 2010
1st scenario:
He’s in Bangkok & i’m in the Philippines. He had visited 5 times. I love him. I still very much love him. I do love him. Then he admitted sleeping with someone in Bangkok but i forgave him & we went on with our relationship. I really love him. After that admission, I started feeling afraid of losing him, started having insecurities & doubts that we would have online fights. His admission about that sleeping with that girl really affected me. He’s in Bangkok right now & I did a mistake of sending an email pretending it’s not me just to get his attention online because i’m afraid that he might be visiting the girl & sleeping with her again. He found out that the email came from me. I really do love him. I really do. What a stupid thing I did! Because of that email, I haven’t heard from him since. He said he loves me but he lost the trust and belief. Can I still win him back? I really do love him. I am faithful. I just stupidly did that. We’re apart. I don’t know how to prove online that i do really love him. I really do. Please enlighten me…
2nd scenario:
I’ve expressed my wholehearted sorry.
3rd scenario:
I’m sorry guys but I am really emotional right now, confuse and I need help with enlightening me again with what he just said. I want to know if him and I still have a chance to be together again. I am holding on. I love him. He said:
"I dont want to forget you, we connected. That makes all that has passed all the more hard to digest. I have your photo here on my desktop. The one I took in Apo, with your beautiful smile. I look at it every now and then. I suggest time as a medicine after I know the answers to my questions. I want to heal too. We shouldn’t contact each other at
least not for the remaining months of the year. Maybe, someday, we see each other".
I am very much distracted right now and I cannot even work. I feel like the world has stopped. I need someone to answer this question, please. Thanks very much, guys.
rebuild? if you forgive him and he does not forgive you then there is no way that you can make the bridge to meet at the center. as they say it take two to tango! you are just being blind girl, there are so many man around you and a lot of fish in the sea. give someone else a try so he will know what he had lost!
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I’ve been going out with a guy from Italy for over a year, we had a fantastic time, alternating months visiting each other. Summer was the most immense, he came for most of July to England, we showed him around, and his family reciprocated the favor for me in Italy during August. I felt rushed to book tickets straight after, feeling obliged due to ‘free’ ryanair tickets (well, baggae and insurance needed paying for) and the prospect of it being in the future. I realise that was my hasty mistake.
I was meant to go on wednesday to italy, but it only just fully reached my conscious level yesterday that i wanted to break up with him. Reasons being 1. I don’t want to keep waiting for the storm to pass, i want to go out and dance in the rain 2. I’m young and he’s so pushy and obsessive, I just want to feel more free, less trapped 3. His obsessiveness has actually pushed my feelings away.
Mean as it may be, I felt it would be more cruel to fly to italy at his birthday for a week with the intent of breaking up with him, so did it on msn. I know its mean but it would be more sick to do so. Financially, he’s booked a flight here at christmas and i’ve turned him down. When he said about the money he’d wasted i said i could refund it and he said don’t speak rubbish, i don’t need your arms.
Initially he acted upset and said stuff like "thanks for the best year of my life" and "it’s been a nice dream" and other equally sad statements such as "say i love you to your parents, i won’t see them again"
Later though he got really angry and started saying "you’re a coward, hipocrite, thanks for giving me a really really happy birthday present" "i don’t believe you" "i realise italians and english say the same rubbish" "i don’t believe you" "in all politeness liz F**K OFF"
I started the break up by saying i couldn’t come next week because 1. my college isn’t allowing me time off and 2. my grandads cancer is coming on faster than expected. Both true. He asked if he shouldn’t come at christmas himself, i said probably not it will be a very sad christmas. He himself through paranoia guided me toward "are you saying you want a pause?" then pushed me to saying lets end it now as he said "please, i need time to heal a wound, if it’s not a pause and i have nothing to wait for please tell me now"
This was on msn. It was later he called me a coward for ending it on msn. Surely i had no other choice, we don’t ring each other, we talk via msn or face to face when we fly to see each other.
What I feel from this is… I’ve lost a best friend. He was the only person who fully respected and was interested in everything i had to say. I’ve tried to grow to love him, but only in the friendly way has this been allowed. I’m not sure what to do with myself. I have many friends over there, and i’m sure, seeing how sad he is, they will all rush to his side and hate me.
It is already clear his sister feels this way, her facebook status was "f you… f you… f you very very much" and his best friend liked this. I hate to cause pain, but at the same time i know more pain can be caused in the long run from living a lie. I was, and still am, in a no-win situation.
What can I do?
I feel a void.
talk to him about it
hes really hurt
talk to him every day
a little more and more each day
and eventually youll have a beautiful friendship
How come the number 3 is always associated/used with sprits or when it comes to gods? The three fates or ancient sisters, the three goddesses of vengeance. Then when people sacrifice or pray to god always do things in threes or recite chants in threes. In seances, the number of people participating is divisible by three and the number of candles is three. What is special about 3? and How did that come about?
3 represents birth, life and death
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I love you.
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Just the thought of you makes me smile.
You are so beautiful to my eyes.
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I love you.
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A Scientific Investigation into the Existence of Qi. A group of researchers discuss the results and experiments into phase one of distant healing research. We are working on another experiment over the next year so expect another documentary soon.
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